2 days has passed already
i dunno who can i turn to..
i dunno who can i tell..
i dun want tell anyone cus i i hoping that this will just be a terrible nightmare and i will be awaken from it
i still cant accept.
i dunno what to do..
i no idea why i cant stop crying.. it just keep flowing..
i dun feel good..
i cant imagine .. i cant stop thinking..
i want to go out but but but can i still ask.. do i have the rights..
i got so many things i wanted to do..
so many things we couldnt do...
i was so looking forward to this holiday...
but yet... i wish that it never came...
i never knew it would be so torturous.
i can just do nothing and tears would just flow and flow and flow...
i cant image life without..
i really dunno what to doooooooooooooo
i want to go out but but there is no one else i want to go out with
i want to do things.. but there is no one else i want to do with
i feel lost.. i want to do things but yet i dun want to do..
i dunnnnnnnnnooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i dunnnooooooooo
i want to rewind time... i really want tooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i kept thinking to myself.. it was a qn.. can i say no?
am i allowed to say no? i want to say no?
things i done.. things i changed.. i feel like just going to a rubbish chute and stay...
where i just lie down and die of hunger and no one knows...
i feel like disappearing from sight..
i thinking can i ever smile again..
i dunnooooooooo
i dunnooooooooooooooooo
i just want everything back to normal..
do i still have the rights to ask??
i dunnoooooooooo
i dunnoooooooooooooooooooooo
i dunnoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo