Tuesday, October 30, 2007
10/30/2007 12:27:00 AM
this e learning is so busy.
there so many things to do and i do not know where i should start.
i just cant get down to doing it.
it is just so many.
but i have to.
this week is worst then going to school.
i rather have school then e learning week.
in the end i end up going to sch everyday expect wed SO FAR.
i think i might end up going down on wed also?
i feel like my body breaking.
i just feel so lethargic doing everything.
my body been like breaking down since..
cannot remember when?
but i am sure since this year, around 2nd sem?
vision sometimes blog by swollen skin, is it even swollen?
i do no know.
fever?
yes and no.
flu?
flowing like tap at times.
i just feel that my body going to break any moment.
i need time!!
there is not enough time!
within 2 years,
there are like so many deaths to people around me,
friend relative,
relative of relative
and relative of mine.
just so many all of a sudden.
and the thing is they just go so suddenly.
have been having a headache these few days.
not the sick headache.. but is the cannot decide headache.
i not really making any sense.. maybe ??
dunno.
anyway i cant decide what elective to take!
i bloody hell do not know what are each of the module about.
there no where i can find summary about the modules.
been asking stan and others what they are about,
yes they did told me a summary of what they heard also..
but i just feel so unsure after that still...
i just need a more detail explanation about the modules i guess.
i just feel unsafe following the crowd.
2112?
1212?
2121?
1221?
the majority put 2112...
actually almost all put that.
i cannot decide.
i HATE myself.
why am i so indecisive.
i just do not feel good putting 2112 choice down.
should i just leave blank and let them put me in the classes?!!?
i dunno
i really dunno!
argh!
and then there have to be this fyp talk today.
OMG we have to like choose our group already!?!??
is like so fast?!?!
i dunno who shall i do with!!
or even who shall i even ask to do with me?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
10/24/2007 08:27:00 PM
wth now my com and my internet have to effing giving me problems too.. argh!
10/24/2007 07:56:00 PM
today really not my day!
first thing in the morning my STUPID nose
has to leak like no one business for the who day.
next that person had to stick around like a SUPER glue.
nevermind if that the point.
just dun effing pissed people off
with STUPID things
and answering STUPIDLY!
maybe you have a HEARING problem.
please try to listen to people.
stop being in your own world
so that we DO NOT need to bloody hell repeat something that is already said like dunno how many times!
then i had to get stepped!
the one thing i hate when wearing slipper!
and why do i have to still wear slipper!
cus the bloody shoe is also giving me problem!
is either i get toe/feet cramp from wearing slipper,
or my little toe get pain and more swollen from wearing shoe.
then the EFF up guy had to call me.
what the hell la!
you damm lucky that i just woke up.
if not i will be effing scolding you off!
or maybe i just did not dare to scold....
i think that is the case.. did not dare..
and all i could do was to get effing pissed off
and complain here and that quite stupid of me too.
eff up la!
and you effing did not had to say till implying that it was our problem.
it is your own responsibility,
so what if you are not happy,
i am effing not happy now too!
you are suppose to know how to deal with situations like these when the time comes,
and not effing say that we are incompetent.
maybe i am suppose to deal with the situation too,
but your DAMM attitude like we are in the wrong,
(maybe we were in the wrong too)
but u are EFFING hell asking a favor from us,
so at least be more POLITE and be more tactful!
not pinpoint us and just think that you are EFFING right.
we had a choice not to lend you.
we are NOT a loaning company..
then i should change my post to LOANING head,
if we were a LOANING company.
if not for your NICE AND FRIENDLY friend,
i think i will be even more effing pissed off!
whatever..
today has just been not my day!
if not for my friends around me, helping me to cool down,
think you would have totally effing pissed me off more...
maybe it is bad enough..
oh wells
feel much better now letting off steam..
and last of all
FUCKKKKKKKKKK
^^
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
10/10/2007 01:27:00 AM
skipped band and went party world today =X
was celebrating Sandra belated birthday.
it was really nice meeting up with them!
guess i stop here.. lol!
my nose killing me!
and i really cannot take it anymore!
nights! lol
Monday, October 08, 2007
10/08/2007 11:17:00 PM
omg!! i pon my first lesson this sem!!
so much for determination to be a nerd..
sigh!
and i actually felt guilty for ponning.
been long since i actually felt guilty for ponning lesson.
went to mairna square and ate lunch at subway
with stan, glen, nigel, liwei, yi ming and chio bu!!
lol!
suppose to go back for OOP after that..
but we end up shopping after eating.
sigh.. so hard to find a bag i like..
and i need one!!!!
need to get wallet also..
need to get running shoes!!!
need to run!! lol!
went buy donuts too.. sad i cant upload pics!!
argh.. my hp siao le!!
oh wells..
donuts!! HAHAHAHAHA
10/08/2007 10:50:00 PM
you and i both
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang
Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
10/07/2007 01:09:00 AM
did this quiz and i think quite true
What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For? |
 | You would fall part for the bad boy. Get a good lawyer, because you will fall for someone from the wrong side of the tracks with charm, looks, and all the moves down pat. Look for your future guy in bars, clubs, and on the dancefloor--he's the shirtless one with the tattoos. |
 | You would fall part for the gentleman. Keep an eye out for your love at your next formal or field trip to the opera. Watch out for bad boys who walk on the inside of the curb and don't hold the door for you, and you'll end up with the guy who's suave, sophisticated, and classy through-and-through. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com |
Thursday, October 04, 2007
10/04/2007 09:28:00 PM
this morning got a fright of my life.
maybe i am exaggerating.
anyway i was waiting for bus.
then when my bus came
suddenly i hear someone ask me
if the bus got go thomson plaza
i just jump and my heart was like beating damm fast!
or did it even stop for a moment!
whatever it was it was VERY scary la!
as there was no one at the bus stop and
i suddenly hear a voice out of no where!
and i think i frighten her also!
as i think she din expect me to be frightened.
what a morning.
anyway i decided to take out the pw thingy. cant be bothered alrdy.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
10/03/2007 01:00:00 AM
I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer
when we lose our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your Grace
To a place where we'll be safe
La luce che to dai
(I pray we'll find your light)
Nel cuore restero
(And hold it in our hearts)
A ricordarchi che
(When stars go out each night)
L'eterna Stella sei
Nella mia preghiera
(Let this be our prayer)
Quanta fede c'e
(When shadows fill our day)
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe.
Sognamo un mondo senza piu violenza
Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace e di fraternita
La forza che ci dai
(We ask that life be kind)
E'il desiderio che
(And watch us from above)
Ognuno trovi amore
(We hope each soul will find)
Intorno e dentro a se
(Another soul to love)
Let this be our prayer
(Let this be our prayer)
Just like every child
(Just like every child)
Needs to find a place,
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
E la fede che
Hai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salvera
Monday, October 01, 2007
10/01/2007 10:48:00 PM
came back from church camp ytd.
really miss all those camps.
this camp was great!
enjoyed myself and got to know the choir members better.
really happy that i went.
learnt alot too.
the main 2 quotes i like from camp is :
there is love but imperfect human love
love objectified is love distorted
really very true!
both spiritually and in the real world.
why do feelings just come back.
seeing the smile.
seeing the face.
even small little actions, can make me so happy.
