{-BLISS} %LOVESTORY;

Monday, October 25, 2010

10/25/2010 01:27:00 AM

hais... getting tired...
tired
tired
tired
tired
tired
tired
piss?
tired
tired
numb?
angry?
sad?
unhappy?
tired
still tired
maybe really numb......

it happens over and over and over again..
my sleepless night is here! thanks ah...
i dun understand.. really dun understand.. how can pple just go sleep and not care....
obviously i am angry and pissed.. but... omg omg omg omg...
i had to like control myself and like SHUT UP cus u have to wake up early tmr...
oh wells.... i have myself to accompany... i can just cry myself to sleep again...
again and again and again...
never have u once make sure i am all well before u go sleep.
it means SO MUCH to mean as it actually meant that how much of importance i am...
really... i have been trying hard to tell myself.. maybe really i am of importance.... but it is not the way u do things... but still do u do anything after that?!?!?!
insecure insecure insecure insecure maybe...... maybe maybe maybe maybe maybe...
so everything have to be ur way when u really want to... i say no also no use...

hoping u might not see this.. but actually deep down inside i am hoping u do...