hais... my patience is wearing off...

so not looking forward to this CNY... no clothes..
and i get scolding for having no clothes... is not THAT easy to find..
i may not be SUPER fat.. but is bloody hell not easy to find a DAMM pieces of cloth that can fit my not so very normal shape...
and ALL YOU CAN DO IS JUST sigh and say do smthing about it and u cant help worrying...
WHY shld i bloody hell slim down to FIT in those clothes... is those damm cloth that shld be made to suit me.. not me to suit them...
so do fashion designers think that everyone has a damm perfect body.. NO..
how many in this world can u find..
many will think i am crazy complaining that it is hard for me to find clothes..
i dun look SUPER fat.. and of course it is easier for me to find compared to them.. BUT BUT.. at least they have shops now catering for them.. NOT ME...
like i cant wear jeans of my waist size.. but i have to get of my waist size so as to fit my thunder thighs...
i cant get any top easily as sleeves might not fit my arms even if other were else fit...
i can get a bigger shirt size many might say.. but but... it will look damm weird for certain clothes... and then BLOODY hELL person will complain that i am too tomboy...
i am getting irritated!! why pple judge pple by the way pple dress..
as long as i look clean, it should be good enough.. BUT NO!!
even in the working world.. u cant anyhow wear as a respect?!?!
but i feel it is so fake...
so.. unreal.. so .......irritating...

on top of that! tests are all coming after CNY..
double sianess...





and dunno how u can sleep in peace without me telling u what happen..
arent u curious what happen!?!?
partly my fault also.. cus i say.. nevermind.. nothing..
but cant u just say something like dun think much or what!
just a small sms after hanging up the phone will do also... argh
or r u just going to WAIT for me to tell u when i feel like it..
that will NEVER happen...
cus is either i forget or forget...




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