Tuesday, October 30, 2007
10/30/2007 12:27:00 AM
this e learning is so busy.
there so many things to do and i do not know where i should start.
i just cant get down to doing it.
it is just so many.
but i have to.
this week is worst then going to school.
i rather have school then e learning week.
in the end i end up going to sch everyday expect wed SO FAR.
i think i might end up going down on wed also?
i feel like my body breaking.
i just feel so lethargic doing everything.
my body been like breaking down since..
cannot remember when?
but i am sure since this year, around 2nd sem?
vision sometimes blog by swollen skin, is it even swollen?
i do no know.
fever?
yes and no.
flu?
flowing like tap at times.
i just feel that my body going to break any moment.
i need time!!
there is not enough time!
within 2 years,
there are like so many deaths to people around me,
friend relative,
relative of relative
and relative of mine.
just so many all of a sudden.
and the thing is they just go so suddenly.
have been having a headache these few days.
not the sick headache.. but is the cannot decide headache.
i not really making any sense.. maybe ??
dunno.
anyway i cant decide what elective to take!
i bloody hell do not know what are each of the module about.
there no where i can find summary about the modules.
been asking stan and others what they are about,
yes they did told me a summary of what they heard also..
but i just feel so unsure after that still...
i just need a more detail explanation about the modules i guess.
i just feel unsafe following the crowd.
2112?
1212?
2121?
1221?
the majority put 2112...
actually almost all put that.
i cannot decide.
i HATE myself.
why am i so indecisive.
i just do not feel good putting 2112 choice down.
should i just leave blank and let them put me in the classes?!!?
i dunno
i really dunno!
argh!
and then there have to be this fyp talk today.
OMG we have to like choose our group already!?!??
is like so fast?!?!
i dunno who shall i do with!!
or even who shall i even ask to do with me?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
