hmmm.....
had lots of thoughts today...
too many to pen it down...
really cool to think about all those...
but sad that i cannot remeber half the stuff i thought...
but the main one was ...
i just realise that no one cares about what i say...
like important stuff...getting it across is so difficult...
was thinking ...maybe i should just shut up..
since no one listen why talk....
was thinking too..
then maybe i should just not hide or keep my anger...
cus look at it this way..when i dun crack jokes ....
or keep quiet..pple think there is something wrong with me...
sometimes it is ...but not all the time...
it is not easy trying to keep a face that doesn't make others day worst..
then now those reading this now will think that i am lying..
cus i dun really talk like that...
well that the other side of me....
i may not be wat you see....
i may look happy but is real sad,angry etc inside...
or i can look sian,quiet...but you may not know...
i may be actually be very ok.........
gtg and do work now...
"WITH DETERMINATION AND PRACTISE, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE"my quote for the next few weeks...to last me till syf...
practise...practise..practise......
